A good day to hold on

This next month has a lot of meaning to it for me. A lot has gone on over the years in the month of June. Sometimes great good things happened and sometimes terrible and sad things happened. But the truth, both warm and fuzzy and the bad and sad all really happened. It makes me sad to think about those who have wrapped themselves up in fakeness, ignoring truth. Suicide is one of the toughest things we face in this life when we are the ones left behind. My cousin Jetta took her life all too soon. She left family and friends with a lot of unanswered questions. The saddest part is that because of the timing the divide between Sisters was furthered. My family’s good intentions when we heard the news was twisted and warped into being something that it was not. I don’t have anything bad to say against them, but I know they have a plethera of bad twisted and warped lies mixed with truth to say against myself and my family. I have born adversity for most my life and will continue to bear the burden of peoples warped perseption. But that will never change my truth. I will help out anyone when I can, I will ALWAYS stand up against those who bully another even when I am the sole voice. I have my core beliefs and they may differ from others but I won’t tolerate hate, bias or rudeness. I have seen so many inspiring people over the years who have shaped me into being better than I was before. I seek after the good that does not make me ‘fake’ it makes me a person who aspires to be the change I wish to see in the world. I wish I could have changed those fateful decisions that lead up to my cousin’s death. That she would have known there were more options to her than she thought. I cherish the time I got to know Jetta. I miss the laughs I had not only with her but her family. It is sad they have chosen to ignore truth.

A good day to have courage

A little bit ago, I walked into a business, I wanted to find out more information. I didn't notice her my cousin-in-law, I was talking with someone else. Then I saw her huffing back. she shouted, "This is harassment." I still didn't recognize her. I asked who she was and looked at her because I did not know at the time who she was. Then I saw her name tag. Oh, I thought. Well To BE perfectly frank, she is an immature, unprofessional person. It is now perfectly clear that she is also a bully, a liar, and someone who wants to intimidate others into fear. I know she called the cops to try and intimidate me but there is nothing there and after speaking with the officer, I contacted my attorney. I did nothing wrong, I have every right to go into an open business. That she and her inlaw family have the notion to "squash" others just shows what type of people they are. she actually made the decision for me. I will never go to that business while she is there, I will also encourage every person I know not to go to southwest vision center in St. George Utah because of her unprofessionalism. Funny how Southwest vision stated that they have an excellent staff. They must have been talking about their old staff because if that was true, she would have turned away, not made a scene and we would have never of spoken, though she instigated the confrontation first, as her fil told me in his private messages on my travel blog simple contact= confrontation. But that is not the case for me or my family. they are the ones with the problem, she and her inlaws are the one with the problem. To make it perfectly clear, I DID NOT KNOW SHE WORKED THERE and going into Southwest vision, I DID NOTHING WRONG. I have every right to stand up for my well-being, my emotions and my sanity. I do not and will not be fearful to go into public businesses because I might bump into any one of their family. Funny how when I went into a business, the dil could not stay away..she just had to insert herself into my life... I had no knowledge of her until she brought herself to my attention funny how they can't follow their own counsel. They, toxic people will flat out lie about what they’ve confronted about. They, toxic people, make up new stories to try and disarm our interpretation of the truth and try to redirect the indictments we have accused them of towards us. They have tried to silence us but we will not be silenced and the truth will come out. All scenarios point back to them the toxic people trying to be the victim in the eyes of anyone around them. The difference between my family and theirs is intent, their family, by their actions, wishes ill will on mine because my family wanted to know the truth and their family can't stand that we know a lot of the truth. If their family does not want to bump into any of us (they should follow their daughters' example and move away) then give the prosecuting attorney (since y'all are so hell-bent on having him involved) a full list of the places all y'all work at. The only thing that is toxic is my uncle and his family and the lies they tell are like trash coming out of their mouths. But guess what... there aren't any orders against me, so I can tell the whole story, not some perverted, toxic version they tell the world. They lied so much on every document sent into the prosecuting attorney. And their lying totally just shows how low they have gone and will go, or they are mentally ill... telling her boss that her family was nice and took me off a protective order... Hate to break the news to them, her office manager and every member of their family but I was taken off because there was nothing to keep me on and they all knew that her fil would be a total embarrassment (which he is anyway) to try and keep me on. Their family is out to offend "no one in particular" but it shows their true character in that they are glad to have "reached" one person. Not this woman or her family, because we know they want to be us, they want to live our lives, they have to pretend to be us because they don't know how to be good people. No wonder Jetta wanted to get away with all the drama his dil causes... So the next time she sees me, just turn around and we won't have any problems, whether I am in their open business or not, I have every right to be there and have done nothing wrong by going there. (My family has already chosen happiness, we already have peace in our lives, we have always been the emotionally stable ones and will continue to be so) Maybe they should get it into their thick skulls... assuming there is anything but skull in there... I was never there for her.